As a fetish goes, cuckolding is one that interests and excites me personally, I must admit. But in a way different than most, if what I see in blogs and on Fetlife is any indication.
Typically in cuckolding stories its all about the dominant wife or GF having sex with another man, and I can see (from the outside) its appeal as far as humiliation, tease and denial, goes. I understand and even share some of these feelings--but 'the act' of cuckolding does not in and of itself 'do it' for me, personally.
For instance, often in cuckolding stories (fiction or otherwise) the wife/GF may just go out with the bull, or exile the submissive husband/BF to his room while the domme and bull have some good 'ol fashion vanilla sex without the sub being involved at all.
While this would produce jealousy in me personally, to some extent, it would also produce...
boredom.
No...what truly excites me about cuckolding stories is when the domme and the bull dominate and humiliate the submissive
together,
especially if feminization is involved. Its exciting to me then--when the submissive is an active and desired participant in the activity, as opposed to exiling the submissive from his own relationship or marriage with the domme, which strikes me as more hurtful.
Its one of the reasons I find the blog
"All Mine" so delicious. The sissy submissive husband tammy is
very much a part of the proceedings, and the Mistress, the bull, and other playmates all seem to be successfully managing a loving, polygamous lifestyle so well and so HOT than one cannot help but feel a bit envious of their adventures.
Not that my own life isn't without its adventures either! ;) But I do sometimes feel like we hit a number of speedbumps along the way.
(For those of you reading this who do not follow our blog
Slavegirl Sissy just know I am an owned, collared slave to my Mistress Lady Erisiana Cherie, who is married to a lovely man (Father Izzy). He is not my 'Master' but has topped me a little, from time to time.)
Anyway...back to cuckolding: as you can see, in my case, it doesn't really apply or fit my own relationship status at all. But the appeal of it lies more in a forced bi interest, to me. The
total surrender of oneself to one's Mistress up to and including one's own sexuality and sense of identity...to be owned and used as a
slave,
period, objectified and effectively genderless to be used by a Mistress or a Master equally....
this is what excites me.
That delicious feeling of being
OWNED, body and soul, as helpless as a fly in the web of a beautiful Spider Queen...*
smiles softly*.
Makes me just want to sink deep into submission and never come back up again...would that I could!
