There have been some new developments in my ongoing training & feminization under Mistress lately!
First off is the purchase of a CB6000 chastity device. (eek!)
It hasn't been put on me yet...I think Mistress is waiting until she and I have some time off together to put it all on film. I'm a little nervous as to the practical day-to-day side effects of it more than I am the fear of not being able to cum as I am (mostly) a good slave in that I don't do anything with my cockette without her permission to start with.
Mostly good that is. I'd be lying if I said I didn't disobey every so often. :P
But like I said, its the everyday stuff that concerns me--will it show in my pants? Will it be comfortable to wear for long periods of time? Will it make it hard for me to get to sleep? What about keeping things clean & hygienic?
Will it hurt a lot when Mistress gets me all excited and I'm locked away?
I've found a few blogs with some helpful information but experience IS the best teacher...*gulps*
Thank GOD Mistress didn't decide to lock me away the night she and shygirl pegged me with strap-on dildos for the first time!*blush*
The other recent development is the new Tria Hair Removal System that came in the mail the other day, in order to permanently feminize me by slowly (and perhaps painfully) removing all my body hair. Again, I'm both excited and nervous...I love the idea of always being silky smooth and girly for my Mistress, but will it actually work?
In typical sissy fiction these developments happen lightning-fast, the hapless sissy slave is changed from lowly male to sexy shemale in short order. Real life, sadly, isn't quite like that. My training and transformation has progressed slowly--my work often interferes for one, and for two, well, I'm probably not the easiest submissive in the world to train for various reasons.
But my wonderful, loving Mistress has been so patient...so gentle with me in guiding me down the path to become Her perfect slave.
I'm honored to be Hers, and excited and thrilled by each new step in my enslavement.
More to come as it happens!
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